Friday, April 25, 2008

Buoyancy

Am an incorrigible optimist . . . . no matter how thick the clouds, the sun just penetrates through somehow. No life turning event, no new delivery of a silver lining . . . . . but my stupid heart refuses to drown itself in gloom.

Like a big red balloon (heart shaped of course) filled with air, that you may try to submerge in the tub of water. It just refuses to go under and stay there . . . .
I feel silly, as if drunk on air . . . . . I was smiling so wild at work today over nothing, that I thought it best to pack my bags and run home before some poor lonely soul gets an impression that I fancy them, and make a sincerely pathetic effort to come over and flirt. Gosh !!! I even smiled at that arch jackass I only save my glummest face for.

It's inexplicable (and a bit scary too), as if somebody gave me an extra shot of red bull, when I was already high on caffeine and a bright morning after full night's rest.Is this what they call a Miracle - the miracle of human nature. The will that just won’t go away, no matter how much I will !!

So if The Will has a Free Will of its own . . . . what am I ? It's guinea pig?

And that too is a mouse !!
















What a crazy upsidedown day!

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