Mind-dump

Writing mostly gibberish. To the extent that I ve become fond of that word. I look into my head, to see what is the thought prevalent, and at most times it is just a blank. Mundane everyday affairs take up most of the place and time.......or I guess since there is no bigger picture, these gibberish (there I go again) fill up the vacant space. There are no perfect vacuums in the universe, so mindspace cant be too I guess.

That which they call thought-provoking hasent crossed my path in a long time now. Oh, yes if the count goes into weeks rather than days, that's a very long time for me. Coz do whatever I may, I hate to sit idle.

And honestly speaking, there are times when I am not really frank on my blog. It is kind of difficult now. You can cloud it with fancy words as "responsibility" et all.....yet there is a constant awareness that what I write can be questioned in person....now that I know so many people in person, and so many people I know read my blog.

And then there are those who say - it doesn't matter. Really it does not? No matter how hard we try, I wonder if we are the same all the time with all the people. The ideal would be Dr.Higgins in My Fair Lady who says - "Point is not that I treat a flower-girl as a princess, the point is that I would treat a princess as she were a flower-girl." (alright, I might have mixed up a word or two, but you get the idea don't you?)

I don't think I am that ideal yet. I de definitely treat a flower-girl and a princess differently. And then the next though that flashes in my mind is the latest Kotak securities add - which talks of the different roles a man plays during a day - a son, a husband, father, and a pillow!!! Wow, I just love the way they did it, awesome bit of imagination, yet so simple.

Taking of imagination I had this whacky dream lately. Oh but why am I talking about that now, though it was niceish kinds, it woke me up as if from a nightmare. Too good a thing is also kinda hard to imagine. And it was better that my wildest thoughts. And no.........it did not revolve about my love life. Guess I should let the sub-conscious take over.

Okie, so what was I really saying............gosh, cant believe I lost it again!!!

Now you see , that's just what is happening with me all the time. My mind loses coherence of the stream of thoughts just so fast. It doesn't sustain long enuff to let it develop into a complete idea pivoted on some fixed point.

It is like algae, ample, shapeless, floating, and equally useless.

Right, that was yet another piece of gibberish..........I can delete the whole thing.
But...........

wtf.