Monday, September 05, 2005

Little grey cells

Whom are you fooling...whom are you not?
What are you talking...what are you not?
When are you listening...when are you not?
Why are you living...why are you not?
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There are times when I trade off what I want the most for what I want at the moment. It leaves me guilty, but only in retrospect. At that moment, it's just the beauty of joy. And it can't be that high a price to pay? Or is it?

Will I know only in retrospect ?
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Another observation....again about myself. I become quite lazy, procrastinating or simply disinterested at times. And if I lose out coz of that which I inflict on myself I don't have anything or anyone to blame.

But then again, what am I doing "Observing" myself???
Ideally, let me leave that to the world, let me do that which only I can do.
Do something about it.

So am I game?
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I wanted to say something, but ended up saying something else instead. A slip of the tongue, a typo.....a little some abberation unintended and unnoticed.

Yet it somehow did/does fit in. How come?
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Heard it this morning.....

Ae mere humsafar ek zara intazaar
Sun sadayein de rahi hai, manzil pyar ki.

Bas ek zara saath ho tera.......
Tere to hain hum, kabse sanam.
Akele hain to kya gum hai?
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Is this a questionnaire or a checklist, or just another monday morning?

10 comments:

manuscrypts said...

say hello to mondayitis!! :)

Fundoo said...

Oh boy! Wonder why would someone want to stress (or strain? :p) one's (non existant) grey cells? :-/ :D

Jokes apart,your posts always give me a reason to ponder! Loved this thought about trading off something for an impulsive want. So very true! Happens so often with me.

And btw answer to akele hain...

Yoon hee kat jaayega safar saath chalne se... ki manzil aayegi nazar saath chalne se.... :)

Prasad Narulkar said...

hey...
Nice scattered thoughts!!

btw...it happens a lot to me too...u wanna write somethin...u start somethin...and u end up postin somethin else!!
:-D
Thats the bloggers way i guess...
;-)

AmitL said...

Hi,Deez..that's definitely a case of 'just another Manic Monday'..:)Happy Thinking,as mid-week approaches.:)

Anonymous said...

But for Mondays..
Saturdays and Sundays wouldn't have been as enjoyable :)

Anonymous said...

As long as it is not mourning....

cappucinno said...

Hey how are you, hmm you sound confused for a change( cause am the one who does that better-i mean be confused!:) ) i guess its all that studying that leads you to introspection. trust me some times introspection makes you feel horrible. so dont waste time, act on the moment.If you think you ve had enough, your right,dont justify cliches like 'perserverence leads to better results' sometimes cliches are just thinks that need to be on the back burner.

divya said...

just another monday morning ...the crazy thing is i feel that way on sunday nights now cos i am working nights this month..

shaan said...

hmmmm !!! nice
out off some coding lazily !!
leave the testing for team lead .. if possibl :P
even garbage fits somewhere (so whatif its a dustbin).. and then if dee says something it has to fit ..how/why .. i know it .. i know her since long :)
and it just monday morning ....
as murph said "Smile tommorrow will be worse "
......

. : A : . said...

"There are times when I trade off what I want the most for what I want at the moment."

As strange as it may sound, we often land up barganing with ourselves and our wants and needs.