If you are looking for a cheerful post, go someplace else today.
"So what will your blog say tomorrow?"
A friend asked me this last night, and at that moment I hadn't thought it would sound so pessimistic and angry today. But red is as much a color of life as much is green, as is black.... so I write on.
What do you do when your best friend is sobbing in your arms? Breaking her heart over a piece of crap? Broken, shattered and unable to pick up the pieces?
How helpless can helplessness be?
Humans are free souls, and we adults have added advantages - we are responsible for our actions and we are not answerable to anybody. Really? Do you believe that shit?
Haven't seen God, doubt ever will....but does not being answerable to anybody also include not being answerable to your own conscience? To that I ll will add, is there a conscience there in the first place?
My head is seething with a thousand thoughts, ready to drive me crazy. I hate those who hurt my loved ones, and still one has got to be sane and practical (oh! I hate those words too) and carry on with life as if nothing happened. What is the world we are living in?
You find out that your daughter was molested by a relative, yet carry on a facade of cordial relationship.
You find that bitch broke your best friend's heart, yet every time you meet her, put on sweetest possible smile and compliment her on how well she looks.
That damn prof screwed your career, maybe an opportunity for a lifetime, yet you go on being reverent to him.
That guy scarred your sister for life, yet you let him be.
Your know your friend poisoning somebody's life, yet you never confront him coz your loyalties lie there.
Or is it - your convenience lies there?
I can take what life serves ME, but why does it have to get to me through the people I love the most. Life is a sadist, it cannot break me with those direct attack, so it goes hides in a cave and sends missiles driving to my love's home.
We don't live solitary lives, I don't, and my life is invariable affected by that of those around me. And The pain in theirs propagates into mine.
Neither religion, nor alcohol, nor any science will abate the pain. Don't give me gyan...coz you can only talk.
Have you tried looking into those eyes....that bond with your heart....and seen tears flooding them?
It sets my blood boiling, it does for sure.
11 comments:
Cudnt agree with you more...
Ppl say evrything in life is "balanced"...i dunno y is it that we can never see the balance!!!
And watever gr8 quotes u read abt "LIFE" are plain consolations to the hurt heart...
LIFE SUX!!
Time is on your side.. Just that the tide isnt..
if you didnt understand.. thats how it is meant to be..!
why do you write, deez?
kunal sometimes i am not too sure of that.
I 100% concur with you when it comes to interpreting sanity and practicality as a means for accepting whatever is forced upon one! And it indeed becomes heart wrenching when the person in question happens to be a loved one.
Aap itna dil mat jalaao yaar... hota hai... there are some things which are beyond one's control and no amount of heartburn can set things right, hai na? But the show must go on!
i understand..one can take their own sorrow but when a loved one cries..its intolerable..
Its just Life!!!
Okay that was obtuse, but true..
Cheerless and chilling...well written.
feel ya!!hope u are doing fine...
take care!!
wandy
Sometimes you need to call a spade a spade. And that will set things right.
Agree with you.
Heyyyy-damn i read this pretty late, sorryabout what you went/going through. BUt you know what? heres somehting that may help-there is no right and wrong-do what you have to-cuss like a dog and praise like a fairy to those who deserve it.balance,morals,sincerity etc sometimes dont have much meaning-but just the gut-intuition that you have and feeel good about no matter how wrong others see it as.
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