A series of failures. Would like to recount all here, but it would be even more embarrassing. The fact is - I am tired of looking for the better side of things. For once why can't it be the best face up.
Enough of "failures as stepping stones". Well, if failures were stepping stones indeed, then I would have been on Mt.Everest by now.
Nothing seems to be working out. And the mind won't stop playing it's funny tricks.
Don't know when to hold, when to let go.
When to float, when to drown under.
When to fear the shadow, when to look for the sun.
If it doesn't change for better, I might lose my faith and optimism.
Even as I am writing this, a piece of me is screaming that - you ll never be able to give in. You ll always fight, even if its a losing battle.
Damn, when will I learn, when will I relax. Where will it stop. What will eventually satisfy the unending quest for.....btw what is it that I am looking for?
Jaane ky dhoondta hai yeh mera dil
Tughko kya chahiye zindagi....
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