UNCONNECTED

I just read my last couple of posts. And wow… wht a grt job at writing haphazard unconnected thoughts I ve done! My blog has always managed to reflect my state of mind at the particular time. Others may not know but I exactly know why I write a certain thing when I do. Even today I can go back to a year old post and tell precisely wht was going on in my mind at the time I wrote that particular post.

Hence it can be concluded that right my state of mind is pretty haphazard and disconnected. And am all too happy and all too scared and confused all at once. Am happy coz the present is going well. But my past experiences tell me tht things come at a price. I ve never liked the credit card system. I prefer paying in cash, right before I get to own it. If wht I am getting has been paid for, I can enjoy it with a cool head. But if it has yet to be paid for I am worried. In bank accounts all these details are quite clearly and simply stated. In life’s accounts there are many anomalies. Or are there? I am not too sure yet.

I care too much…..