Sunday, November 10, 2002

I CANNOT...

I have met innumerable people in this not so long life of mine.It may seem bland not many interesting incidents taking place every day..... but howsoever it may be i have had a rich interation with people from all walks of life, all ages, all sexes, all castes, all regions, all religions.(if u dont think all.........then substitute a lot many).not even 0.1% of them could understand me.No complatints.No grudges.I can forgive each and every one of them. Mind you each and every one of them.

But i cannot forgive you.I am a part of you. I share your blood, your chromozones, your DNA, your everything.I am made up of you. And because of this i will never forgive you. I will never forgive you fo rnot knowing me ; for not knowing a part of yourself ; for not knowing what you created ; for not knowing what you are destroying.

Its still vivid in my mind, still every detail clear before my eyes of the fierce battle i fought 4 four years ago. And time has come once again to brace myself up, to rekindle the fire you tried to put off (and succeded too to an extent). A lion may be tamed, but a lion will always remain a lion. Sooner or later it will roar. I know the time is approaching. And i am getting ready. LAst time you caught me offgaurd. This time you will find me with prepration. You think i lack perseverance............ i ll show you that its one thing i ll never fall short of. When i know where i have to go , i know i will get there. AND I WILL.
try and deter me........ discourage me..........disillusion me............disappoint me. thts all you can do.thts all you have ever done. but i will still thank you. no. not for your criticism...........because you arent capable of its oposite, and no points gained for doin only what you know ; but because in my life i have and will always be able to say i am a self made person. thanks for letting the credit be all mine.

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