Bits & Pieces Vol.9

Know why movies, stories, songs are so perfect, and life so imperfect?
Why are they a dream, and try what we may, we never get our realities anywhere even close to it.

Coz at that perfect moment, at that culminating note, at that turn of events what we call the cliamx. . . . . . it ENDS.

But life just goes on.

And that's why it never gets perfect.

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It is very difficult - not to love, not to hope, not to expect, not to dream, not to try to bring them to life, not to cry, not to break my heart, not to break it over and over again, not to mend it, not to breath, not to live, not to want to live.

But I swear to myself - I will try, and try hard . . . every time.

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"Effort is important, but knowing where to make an effort in your life makes all the difference."

I have goals and dreams . . . they r like the guiding stars in my life, which define me as the person I am, and tells me what is it that I really want and (sometimes) let me achieve it, or (at other times) propels me onto a path I thought was the one for me. . .

But there are times, when dreams contradict, and are in conflict with each other.
And that is when the dream scenario becomes scarier than the nightmare. And I cry myself to sleep . . .

Those are also the times when I don't want to speak, coz am scared that if I speak, I ll only betray myself . . .
All this does dampen my spirit and kills my will.

But then life has to go on . . . . . so I do, but I cant help wondering, there's got to be a better way than this.

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It's not that nobody is out there for me, but there are times when battles have to be fought single-handed . . . . . coz the ones you are fighting against are also your own loved ones.

And that's why they are called scriptures, coz there is nothing that happes or will happen, that has already not been documented - every possible vice, and every possible virtue, and every possible delimma . . . . .