Somehow it's just not good enough if it does not ruffle you at some level emotionally. And nothing seems to get to that part of me these days. Not that I ve become pessimistic, just that I ve started to reason it out more and make peace with myself sooner and smarter. I believe I take a lot less nonsense from people now, which is am aweosome thing, coz I was sick and tired of being agony aunt.
Now, I only do things that I really want to and when I want to. It can be called an emotional maturity of some kind, or it can be called a hardening of skin. Either which ways it does not matter to me.
I have stopped trying. Now I only do it the way I want it, take it or leave it is what everybody else's call is.
There were a bunch a people, associations, situations that had the emotional preogative to unsettle me. Now I know better, coz if I am unsettled, I am very much aware of my role in it. What I am trying to say is, now if I am upset over a thing, it is because I let myself. That's a great advantage to be in, coz even in those low moments life is in control. I fret over people and events coz that is the place of importance I give them in my life. And I can take it away just as fast!
Feels great to know that I can bring the house down any day I want to.
Mind games is hard to beat me at now.
5 comments:
Really? Perhaps I shouldn't tell you of the mind game am playing with you right now! :->
Whoa!!! You're scaring me!
hyde no u shdnt. that ll spoil the fun :D
animesh didnt intend to. :p
bimaari ka asar? it seems to hv made u stronger n dangerous :p
amitken that which doesnt kill u makes u stronger...
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