Nonsensie

I am bored. So I need to post.
What am I bored of, no not work or life (though none claim to be exceptionally interesting), it is just that every time I open this page, I see the same old posts sans any increase in the comment counter.

For a very long time I didn't have a comment option on my blog, it was a kind of private space...but now its different. I don't write for an audience, wont' coz I can't - living a life with so much expectations from all quarters isn't enough or what? But I do enjoy reading the comments, it's not just someone else's take on my thoughts; it also gives me a sneak peek into the way they view things.
Human mind is intriguing, and if only I cld figure it out, half....well more than half maybe, of my life's problems would be solved. Coz da first mind I wld love to understand is my own.

I find myself caught in extremes oftener than I like. Sometimes I am plain too blunt, absolutely heartless and cold. And sometimes small and petty things tend to upset like hell. At all such instances I wonder if I am over reacting now, or at the other end I fail to react at all.

Its a dull day today inspite of a pretty pleasant weather. LOL, I cant go out and picnic, I ve a job to fend for.*sigh*. Besides a lot of crazy mails have been shooting around all day. Its gonna be a tough time today when I get back home. There are issues and undercurrents, need to resolve it all, or my world might come crashing down again.

Time and again I ve said, communication is the most important ingredient in any association - professional or personal. Yet everyday I see so many instances of it going astray both at work and off it.
The obvious is always missed and then we start looking around for reasons as to why did the castle fall. I look back and realize so much cld have been different has I spoken up. Damn, I am too slow a learner, or I am a complete fool.

Can rant like this for hours together, but what's the use.

What's the use of anything anyway. People will live with their pride(s) and prejudice(s) and make my like difficult.

Am really tired of hoping for the better.