Thursday, January 29, 2004

NOT TOO EASY

Life is not a bed of roses. But then who wants one anyway. Living like a princess made even a pea intolerable thorough many mattresses.
I never wished to save myself, I wish to conquer all.

How time flies. Recently I ve been getting amazing surprises. And the biggest have been the surprises I ve been giving myself. At times it feels like I am two ppl residing in one body. One tht is all confused and jumbled up, has strong feelings and is quite a kid. And the other an adult mute spectator. Both keep fighting with each other each trying to implement her own way of doing things. For certain reasons suddenly this struggle has heightened in me. Mood swings like never before r becoming quite frequent.
Well after ur on a high ur get to an equal low. Only my highs and lows r all emotional.

But then as I said who wants to be sailing in placid waters all the times. Got to wither some storms to really explore the ocean, and get to the other side.
So I am sailing………

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