JUST A MOMENT

I make no effort to call them but sometimes at odd unconnected moments they just pop out of nowhere. And then it becomes such a wired situation, sometimes I feel like laughing out aloud, and sometimes I feel like crying, and sometimes I feel just plain anger. And not always am I in a situation to express them or share with the person(s) around. Such are my memories……..

Some song, some name, or just the mention of a place bring with it loads of thoughts. All my life I would hate some names, coz I knew a not so nice someone by that name. And there are some names I would even forgive a murder. Of course I ve knows some verrry nice ppl by that name. Whatever. Its all so illogical.
But u know what, sadder moments are remembered more than sweeter ones. Or were there more sad moments than sweet ways. I doubt. And I doubt not. I wonder is it only I who has such an extraordinarily large reservoir of not so nice remembrances, or everybody else is in the same boat. I had read somewhere, that its human tendency to complain all the time, and focus only on the bad. But since I always search for a basis in everything, this tendency should also have a basis. Could be that human life has more pains. Huh!

But I love the times when I am just sitting alone, and suddenly I think of smth that happened long ago, and smile. When u smile with no one around that’s when u r really happy.
Pal do pal ki hi sahi, agar us muskurahat ke liye gam bhee uthane bhee pade to kam hain.